Entertain the hope that somehow you'll escape me
fuckin a...i just heard that my mom took off for tennessee from my aunt...my aunt heard through one of my moms customers...my mom didnt bother telling ne of the family...i dont know if shes moving there orvisiting...she isnt answering her phone...i dont fuckin get it...i dont see why shes doing this..shes abondoned me and her family for a fuckin drunk....i just dont get it...why am i faced with so much bullshit at such a young age...why do i have to put up with these feelings of hoplesness, remorse, and regret, why do i have to feel lost and alone in this world when i need someone there for me...my aunt needs back surgery...really dangerous procedure...i dont know, my familys falling apart. i hope i dont fall apart