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Feb 27, 2004 11:10

Last night was the worst night of my life...I payed 13 bucks to get my heart broken all over again...i get an im sorry tony...then she walks away and goes kissing mike...just wonderful, absolutely wonderful, i dont do shit to deserve being put through this..im fuckin done with it..yeah, i got a little out of hand last night, but anyone in my ( Read more... )

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xfite4yourlifex March 2 2004, 19:39:37 UTC
erin, i hate this fight, but try and look at it from my shoes, just please try, it would hurt you too, just like it would hurt you now if you saw me kissing some other girl...i admit, what i did was fucked up to an extent, but understand thats all i knew how to do, and sitting there seeing this really killed me, i understand that im not yours anymore, and ive become ok with that since this incident..im not attempting to control you and say that you cant have a boyfriend, i have no problem with you dating other guys, your gonna do what you want to, its not my choice what you do with your life...i just wanted to be there as a friend, and you saying you love me as a friend is great, but hey, treat me like a friend, show me some respect as someone you once were in love with, all i ask for is honesty...it was wrong of me to bitch at you, i totaly admit that..youve just gotta understand what a slap in the face that was..i look over and i see you makin out with this kid...that is still a tender spot, i dont know if you even care nemore, but i dont hate you, i havent called you the past few days cause thats not gonna do me much good right now, i am interested in a future as a friend with you, id love that, but right now, i need to back off, and find myself, and get over you as best i can, ive tried for a while, but i gave myself false hope through mixed signals...maybe i miss interpreted the signals i thaught i was given, but hey, whatever, it happens, the point is that ive got to move on...maybe what happend at the show was your way of telling me to get over you...and it was a good way i just found it a bit crude lol..i would of much prefered if you just said it straight up...but i will call you when im ready, and hopefully you will talk to me and we can have a clean slate...but in the future, if you decide to give me another chance as a pal, all i ask for is 100 percent honesty..thats all i want...in case your wondering i wasnt speaking harshly at all during this comment lol...but for whatever its worth, i am sorry for acting the way i did, weve both made our mistakes, hopefully this time apart, so to speak, will help us learn from them and help us grow as great friends in the future...keep it real my nigger

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Dom xfite4yourlifex March 3 2004, 16:05:59 UTC
Hey hunny im sry i didnt get to read this sooner..im sry wat happend..even though i barely see u ne more im here for u...lol i think im kinda late though..well im still here for u
-dom

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