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Amazing fact you can dazzle your friends with. If you don't read or watch the news there will be nothing wrong with the world! I love it. I cause myself so much stress from worrying about others that with my current situation I'd probably keel over dead of a stroke.
I know I'm not a very positive person, but hell grow up like me and you'd be the same way. I'm constantly trying to better myself , but to what end? Maybe to be a sterile person inside? My cussing has gone down alot, I'm constantly more honest and open to people and I stop myself before I hit something so hard I break it or my knuckles (when I get frustrated and/or angry). I've lost the general mass of my humor bone though. I've become more cynical. I've just had a hard time more recently and I have no idea how to deal with anything or how to think aside from bettering myself as a person. People still, and probably always, will piss me off.
I know I'm not a very positive person, but hell grow up like me and you'd be the same way. I'm constantly trying to better myself , but to what end? Maybe to be a sterile person inside? My cussing has gone down alot, I'm constantly more honest and open to people and I stop myself before I hit something so hard I break it or my knuckles (when I get frustrated and/or angry). I've lost the general mass of my humor bone though. I've become more cynical. I've just had a hard time more recently and I have no idea how to deal with anything or how to think aside from bettering myself as a person. People still, and probably always, will piss me off.