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Think positive and positive things will happen...yah right.
Sunday I finally went out with Veronica, although it was a double date with my friend and his fiance I don't really like. Now sunday night really isn't the best time to go out. We ate at TGI fridays and went to a hip coffee shop. I barely talked to veronica as Tammy seemed to take that away from me. I was nervous to begin with but when I saw Veronica she was beautiful and I felt worse. At the end of the night I felt stupid and thought there was no way she'd want to go out again. On tuesday I text messaged her and she was up for another date...alone this time. I was happy. Positive thoughts go sour...later that night at work I threw up dry blood and had to go home. Even now I feel sick as a dog. My finances are currently screwed up but I think I can resolve them. I am trying to lay off the acohol but it's surprisingly hard. Seems like I need it. I want this next date to go well.
Feesh Sorry I forgot your bday, I'll make it up to you...lazy slob...housekeeper ha!
Now I'm gonna go be sick.
Sunday I finally went out with Veronica, although it was a double date with my friend and his fiance I don't really like. Now sunday night really isn't the best time to go out. We ate at TGI fridays and went to a hip coffee shop. I barely talked to veronica as Tammy seemed to take that away from me. I was nervous to begin with but when I saw Veronica she was beautiful and I felt worse. At the end of the night I felt stupid and thought there was no way she'd want to go out again. On tuesday I text messaged her and she was up for another date...alone this time. I was happy. Positive thoughts go sour...later that night at work I threw up dry blood and had to go home. Even now I feel sick as a dog. My finances are currently screwed up but I think I can resolve them. I am trying to lay off the acohol but it's surprisingly hard. Seems like I need it. I want this next date to go well.
Feesh Sorry I forgot your bday, I'll make it up to you...lazy slob...housekeeper ha!
Now I'm gonna go be sick.