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That last entry was kinda idiotic and rushed.
Anyway, I've moved into my new apartment and I like it somewhat, just wish I had more people stop by. It seems it's almost what I needed.
I saw a girl at a wedding in July. I couldn't keep my eyes off her. Through some creative work on the net I found out who she was through her co worker. She was taken at the time so I gave up all aspect of trying. Cut to 3 weeks later when she was totally out of my head. She e-mailed me. For two weeks it was nice but cut to 2 weeks later and the emails stop. I figured she found someone. 2 weeks later I break down and ask her co worker what happened, she didn't know. Next day her friend IMs me and tells me she lost interenet and gave me the girl's number. We've talked and I set up a couple dates that she couldn't make (I felt stood up when I went to her apartment and she wasn't there). Anyway it was kind of my fault for not waiting around but I jumped to conclusions and felt a bit hurt. So we talked again and on her birthday I sent her flowers and she was happy because no one sent her flowers before. Low minutes on my phone prevented me from calling her. We have decent conversations but no real common ground. She also lives 25 miles away and I don't have a car yet. I want to tell her with our schedules and such this isn't going to work but I don't want to hurt her feelings. I'd love to see her though.
Cut to last week at work. Remember vicks chick? Well her friend just started at work and now I have an in. He says we're alot alike. They were supposed to stop by this weekend but I forgot to give Travis my number and a map. She is cute and wonky like me plus she has morals like me. I'd really like to know her. She lives alot closer.
I don't feel right leading anyone on and dating 2 girls , so I built alot of stress in myself over this.
Top it off, on friday i was reamed for something that couldn't be helped then told to start doing a job that pays more for the same pay I am getting. It's a dollar more and I'd like that damn dollar. I also did a job that night that pays 12 dollars more. Work is such bullshit and as soon as I have a car and a new job lined up I am out of there.
most people step in dog shit, when I walk I not only step in it but drown in it.
Anyway, I've moved into my new apartment and I like it somewhat, just wish I had more people stop by. It seems it's almost what I needed.
I saw a girl at a wedding in July. I couldn't keep my eyes off her. Through some creative work on the net I found out who she was through her co worker. She was taken at the time so I gave up all aspect of trying. Cut to 3 weeks later when she was totally out of my head. She e-mailed me. For two weeks it was nice but cut to 2 weeks later and the emails stop. I figured she found someone. 2 weeks later I break down and ask her co worker what happened, she didn't know. Next day her friend IMs me and tells me she lost interenet and gave me the girl's number. We've talked and I set up a couple dates that she couldn't make (I felt stood up when I went to her apartment and she wasn't there). Anyway it was kind of my fault for not waiting around but I jumped to conclusions and felt a bit hurt. So we talked again and on her birthday I sent her flowers and she was happy because no one sent her flowers before. Low minutes on my phone prevented me from calling her. We have decent conversations but no real common ground. She also lives 25 miles away and I don't have a car yet. I want to tell her with our schedules and such this isn't going to work but I don't want to hurt her feelings. I'd love to see her though.
Cut to last week at work. Remember vicks chick? Well her friend just started at work and now I have an in. He says we're alot alike. They were supposed to stop by this weekend but I forgot to give Travis my number and a map. She is cute and wonky like me plus she has morals like me. I'd really like to know her. She lives alot closer.
I don't feel right leading anyone on and dating 2 girls , so I built alot of stress in myself over this.
Top it off, on friday i was reamed for something that couldn't be helped then told to start doing a job that pays more for the same pay I am getting. It's a dollar more and I'd like that damn dollar. I also did a job that night that pays 12 dollars more. Work is such bullshit and as soon as I have a car and a new job lined up I am out of there.
most people step in dog shit, when I walk I not only step in it but drown in it.