Sep 02, 2004 20:27
life has been up in the air. things have been good, things have been bad. i'm just so happy that tomorrow i get to come home and see nikki and mandy and gabby and jonny and everyone. i just want to get out of here for a while. i mean, i love it here in muncie and all, but things just aren't the same without my friends. i want to relax this weekend and just hang out.
school hasn't been too bad. it's a whole hell of a lot better than high school i can tell ya that much. it work isn't too extremely hard, but there is a lot of reading. i'll make it though.
i've had such weird feeling lately and i dont know what to do with them. i keep thinking of people from the past and everything is getting screwed up. i dont really know how to avoid these thoughts, but they just keep coming into my mind everyday. it's so odd. i dont like it. i wish i could just forget about you.