never could quite understand you
sometimes i never really admit to myself how much im in love with justin until i see him and the way he holds himself and smiles at me like nothing else in the world matters to him but me. i know he tells me he loves me every day and how beautiful i am to him but that doesnt mean anything to me until he kisses me and its like my life belongs to him and i look in his eyes and see the world in them. i know then that ive fallen so madly in love for this boy of 19, still a child yet legally man. i just dont understand how feelings so strong can come rushing out of two people?