my faith was tested today.....
i've finally realized where my faith in god lies.....i had a conversation with a friend that totally tested my beliefs....and before that conversation i didn't know what the hell i believed and if i even did believe in anything.....but god let this happen to me today and i now know...this friend brought up bad things that have happened and blame and asked where my god was when all that was happening.....and i protected my beliefs when asked.....and this person brought the time when i cut myself a couple of months ago....if you didn't know....and said that it was my friends who he said were actually "real" not god who isn't "real" that help me through that time....that's when i realized how much god has helped me...yes my friends did help me get it out and talk about it and i am very thankful for them....but it was and STILL is god that helps me get through everyday...i'm really happy that i KNOW that god loves, watches, and protects me everyday.....