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I'm feeling so insecure right now. I've been praying for a sign; a sign so evident that its indisputable. I feel like I'm waiting for something horrible to happen when I should be focused on all the blessings that I have right now. Pretty soon it will be too late and then where will I be? I wish I could blame this feeling on someone else but I know that the only obstacle that I have today is me. I feel inadequate, inferior, and not good enough. I feel like I can't shake the feeling of shiny toy syndrome. God, if this isn't meant to be, please give me a sign!