finals/thanksgiving/the holidays/and such.

Nov 23, 2007 17:05

it's chop time! time for finals, and see if i get the grades.  and honestly, i'm not too stressed about it. i know i i will do just fine.  God holds my path, and only he knows where I am supposed to go or not.  Now, that doesn't mean i'm not trying as hard as i can!

personal life= crazyness, i'm single as a melon, i'm loving it, gotta say i was a bit confused at first, but like i said again, God holds my path, and only he knows WHO i'm supposed to meet, WHO i'm supposed to get involved with, and all that good stuff.  I believe HE does everything for a reason, and at times, when i start freaking out, cause I'm not sure where my life is going, whether I should even worry about it, whether I should really think about be a nun, like i have before, whether i should really pursue that, or pursue building a family.  Life is great though.  When i start freaking out on all this, I remember my faith and Then a calmness comes about me, and i know God will guide me, and i know he wants me to be happy, i just have to listen to him through my heart.  It will all come at his own time.  I can't rush anything.  I can't rush a relationship with anybody, and I can't rush joining a convent because i am unsure about either one.

the convent thing is more like 45% possibility, my mom says i'd probably end up falling in love with a priest, haha. and i'd have to agree, so i'd probably stay away from that.  But only God can decide that. right now, i just want to feel worth being in school and being in the engineering school.  and i know I deserve to be there, one class cannot mess my whole life up. and i won't let it.

well, that's all for now.

Sonia
artha, you called me, and i didn't hear the phone, i woke up about an hour ago.  i'll call you later.
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