Your weekend Update...
Well i felt like it was about time to write a new one since my last one is over a week old. This weekend i need to start studying for my exams. I need to do well in school, its so wierd how much i know how important is important, but i never have the work ethic to sit down and do any kind of work. Its frustrating. Last night was cool, just kinda chilled, and hung out around destrehan. I was about to drink but just didnt feel like it.
I dont know, sometimes people, me included, almost depend on alchohol to have a good time and i dont think that's stable. Any time you notice that being sober is becoming a chore i think thats pretty pathetic. Having that distorted state of realization, no matter what it is, should be treated like an activity you do for fun. As plain as that may seem, i mean use it to lift from normality, and not to obtain it. I dont know i just always tell myself i would want to be there.
Well its the middle of the day on saturday, im going to go get some things done, and go to guitar center to get some new equiptment. I might go to the suburban rats show tonight if theres nothing else to do but there might be....never know eh?
I dont know, sometimes people, me included, almost depend on alchohol to have a good time and i dont think that's stable. Any time you notice that being sober is becoming a chore i think thats pretty pathetic. Having that distorted state of realization, no matter what it is, should be treated like an activity you do for fun. As plain as that may seem, i mean use it to lift from normality, and not to obtain it. I dont know i just always tell myself i would want to be there.
Well its the middle of the day on saturday, im going to go get some things done, and go to guitar center to get some new equiptment. I might go to the suburban rats show tonight if theres nothing else to do but there might be....never know eh?