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Ah, I was so psychotic yesterday. I can't even explain it, I'm stilling feeling that was only on a less extreme level of crazyness. I said alotta things i shouldnt've and forgot to say some things i should've. I have myself three lovely messes.i just want it to be like next week so that everything is all fixed. how do i know it will be fixed next week, well i don't, but its all i can hope for.
Dunkin Donuts is probably a significant part of my insanity, seeing how i work 7am-12 yesterday and then never went to sleep until 12am, thats a long day for the amount of drama intake. That could happen today, but I might just try to avoid it, minimize my intake, take a nice nap, go grocery shopping with my dad. NP IN THE HOUSE, all that good shit. I can only play therapist for so long.
Jealously is such a nasty nasty thing. It can seriously ruin everything, your friendship your relationships. Your own jealously and other peoples. The only problem is you can't control other peoples jealousness, only your own. Its all about self esteem man.
I need to shower and shave, maybe. Gah there was toothpaste on my hairclip and now its in my hair. DAMN YOU COLGATE.
Oh man the only thing i like about D&D is the nice people. Today i was outside waiting for my dad and all my adoring customers were talking to me it was nice. Like people walk by and are like starting up these long conversations with me. People drive by and wave. Hope Street such a friendly place, full of rich snobby assholes. Ahem.
One question, if you want sugar in your nasty ass latte, don't you think that YOU should say that. No expect someone to ask you, and because you forgot and can't put it in it now get all fucking high and mighty on the way the business should be run. Then have to listen to them criticize you, WHEN YOU WEREN'T THE ONE TO SERVE THEM IN THE FIRST PLACE! You just can't satisfy some people.
A lady once told me that most people are demanding and unappreciative, she was so right.
Oh the good old days... .
Dunkin Donuts is probably a significant part of my insanity, seeing how i work 7am-12 yesterday and then never went to sleep until 12am, thats a long day for the amount of drama intake. That could happen today, but I might just try to avoid it, minimize my intake, take a nice nap, go grocery shopping with my dad. NP IN THE HOUSE, all that good shit. I can only play therapist for so long.
Jealously is such a nasty nasty thing. It can seriously ruin everything, your friendship your relationships. Your own jealously and other peoples. The only problem is you can't control other peoples jealousness, only your own. Its all about self esteem man.
I need to shower and shave, maybe. Gah there was toothpaste on my hairclip and now its in my hair. DAMN YOU COLGATE.
Oh man the only thing i like about D&D is the nice people. Today i was outside waiting for my dad and all my adoring customers were talking to me it was nice. Like people walk by and are like starting up these long conversations with me. People drive by and wave. Hope Street such a friendly place, full of rich snobby assholes. Ahem.
One question, if you want sugar in your nasty ass latte, don't you think that YOU should say that. No expect someone to ask you, and because you forgot and can't put it in it now get all fucking high and mighty on the way the business should be run. Then have to listen to them criticize you, WHEN YOU WEREN'T THE ONE TO SERVE THEM IN THE FIRST PLACE! You just can't satisfy some people.
A lady once told me that most people are demanding and unappreciative, she was so right.
Oh the good old days... .