soo its been wayy too long
because i DIDNT KNOW MY PASSWORD. grrr...
sooo since my last post:
1. moved out of my parents house, had a whole bunch of family drama go down, moved back in due to the parentals begging me. (in which; im soo much more happier living with them- i mean, come on, NO RENT, its amazing. BUT.. ill most likely be moving out sometime soon.)
2. ive had my heart broken for the SECOND time in my life. yup, thats right-- scott and i are no longer together. it was great fun while it lasted. i still miss him more than ever, but im really glad that we can still keep a friendship. BUT as much as miss him, i know that I AM BETTER OFF WITHOUT HIM. im so much more happier, i dont have to put up with his crap, and i get to focus on things I WANT TO DO FOR MYSELF.
3. ive focused on myself, and what i want/need to do for myself. its absolutely amazing. ive choose to recommit myself with the lord. and OH MY its something words will never describe. i needed him back in my life && trust me, he is right by my side, day in and day out. ....ive never been this close to the lord, and its growing daily. WATCH OUT. im changing ways, decisions, life style..... and its for the better- I DONT CARE WHAT YOU SAY/THINK. i know.
4. NO JOB. sucks.
5. SCC messed up my scholarship. EW. but its all better now- thanks to ME and going OUT OF THE WAY. grrrr...
haha okay. soo there it is. :)
there is definately a lot more, but i figured YOU CAN DEAL WITH IT, or just call me. haha.
sooo since my last post:
1. moved out of my parents house, had a whole bunch of family drama go down, moved back in due to the parentals begging me. (in which; im soo much more happier living with them- i mean, come on, NO RENT, its amazing. BUT.. ill most likely be moving out sometime soon.)
2. ive had my heart broken for the SECOND time in my life. yup, thats right-- scott and i are no longer together. it was great fun while it lasted. i still miss him more than ever, but im really glad that we can still keep a friendship. BUT as much as miss him, i know that I AM BETTER OFF WITHOUT HIM. im so much more happier, i dont have to put up with his crap, and i get to focus on things I WANT TO DO FOR MYSELF.
3. ive focused on myself, and what i want/need to do for myself. its absolutely amazing. ive choose to recommit myself with the lord. and OH MY its something words will never describe. i needed him back in my life && trust me, he is right by my side, day in and day out. ....ive never been this close to the lord, and its growing daily. WATCH OUT. im changing ways, decisions, life style..... and its for the better- I DONT CARE WHAT YOU SAY/THINK. i know.
4. NO JOB. sucks.
5. SCC messed up my scholarship. EW. but its all better now- thanks to ME and going OUT OF THE WAY. grrrr...
haha okay. soo there it is. :)
there is definately a lot more, but i figured YOU CAN DEAL WITH IT, or just call me. haha.