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I just wanted to say thanks to everyone for being so nice about the whole thing. I'll get over it, and be back to the crazy silly Sara you all know and want in bed.
I don't know, it just brought up the question, why should I ever try really hard for any goal, when it could all be ruined without me knowing. When you look at it, life is sometimes just putting in time until you die. It's depressing to look at it that way, but thats how I feel.
By the way, just so everyone knows, this doesn't mean I'm not gonna talk to people or have anyone talk to me. Kristin, you especially, know that I don't mean you in this entry. Don't give me that bullshit, because you know I love it when you can talk to me.I love being there for you, because I know you'll be there for me. It's a two way street, and I know you need to talk sometimes.I admire you for all that you put up with, and I never blame you when you gotta just bitch for a day, people have to do that! I know you appreciate what you have. There are people who don't, but you aren't one of them. So shut up, and kiss me.
It's ironic how when I lose someone in my life, everyone left in it becomes closer to me.
I don't know, it just brought up the question, why should I ever try really hard for any goal, when it could all be ruined without me knowing. When you look at it, life is sometimes just putting in time until you die. It's depressing to look at it that way, but thats how I feel.
By the way, just so everyone knows, this doesn't mean I'm not gonna talk to people or have anyone talk to me. Kristin, you especially, know that I don't mean you in this entry. Don't give me that bullshit, because you know I love it when you can talk to me.I love being there for you, because I know you'll be there for me. It's a two way street, and I know you need to talk sometimes.I admire you for all that you put up with, and I never blame you when you gotta just bitch for a day, people have to do that! I know you appreciate what you have. There are people who don't, but you aren't one of them. So shut up, and kiss me.
It's ironic how when I lose someone in my life, everyone left in it becomes closer to me.