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Maybe she's overly jealous, or maybe i just flaunt things to much? can i help it that i am happy? seriously? i have one beautiful thing happen to me and people start seeing a positive change in me and stop talking to me because im "diffrent"? i got news for you, its called being happy?
would people rather have me go back to being depressed and on the thin line of sucide again? hmmmm.... if these certian people were my friends they'd understand how happy i am and how much long i've been searching for someone to save me from my self...
atleast i do have some real friends that understand. atleast my stephi understands :) shes my best friend, and really one of the two who understands how my life has been... i love everyone. and i think thats my problem. i just dont know. its got me in a funk people....
i love josh, josh loves me, all i need is him and my true friends....
would people rather have me go back to being depressed and on the thin line of sucide again? hmmmm.... if these certian people were my friends they'd understand how happy i am and how much long i've been searching for someone to save me from my self...
atleast i do have some real friends that understand. atleast my stephi understands :) shes my best friend, and really one of the two who understands how my life has been... i love everyone. and i think thats my problem. i just dont know. its got me in a funk people....
i love josh, josh loves me, all i need is him and my true friends....