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school today.
blech.
I didn't like it.
Today I was sitting in 2nd hour.
And jennifer said "you have changed a lot"
and I didn't think anything of it.
But then I started thinking and I am.
I am A LOT happier.
I mean sure I still have lots of problems but this break I have had some really good times. a lot of fun. and I am a lot happier.
I am glad that happend. I am glad that I can say that I AM HAPPY.
now how long will it last?
I have a new mindset on a lot of situations.
I confront a lot of my problems more now.
so the get solved rather than build up inside me.
jessica got me a journal.
and writing in it is such a release.
i release all of my anger or hurt or happiness onto a page and its like therapy.
i do that in here too.
but on a different level.
so I guess I am different. But i dont see it as a bad change at all. I think its something amazing.
time for a nap.
<3<3
blech.
I didn't like it.
Today I was sitting in 2nd hour.
And jennifer said "you have changed a lot"
and I didn't think anything of it.
But then I started thinking and I am.
I am A LOT happier.
I mean sure I still have lots of problems but this break I have had some really good times. a lot of fun. and I am a lot happier.
I am glad that happend. I am glad that I can say that I AM HAPPY.
now how long will it last?
I have a new mindset on a lot of situations.
I confront a lot of my problems more now.
so the get solved rather than build up inside me.
jessica got me a journal.
and writing in it is such a release.
i release all of my anger or hurt or happiness onto a page and its like therapy.
i do that in here too.
but on a different level.
so I guess I am different. But i dont see it as a bad change at all. I think its something amazing.
time for a nap.
<3<3