Oct 21, 2002 16:15
The past couple days have been crazy.
an emotional rollercoaster.
up and down up and down up and down.
Its been interesting to say the least.
I've been hanging out with Rhema a lot and i love it.
Shes an amazing girl.
I'm glad we are friends.
jessica scared me for a while.
especially when she walked into the house. into the bathroom. and i knew what she was going to go do.
so I did what i could to stop her.
even if it was just listen. and say i'm here for you. i want you to be happy. be better.
shes so important to me. i dont know what i'd do without her.
she doesn't doubt me or my friendship.
i hate it when people doubt me.
like i say "you are my best friend."
and they say "are you sure you mean that"
steve pissed me off.
and it was something stupid but it really made me mad for some reason. maybe because i was stressed and upset.
blah.
me rhema and jess are going to see jeremys band practice.
fuun.
last night, carl called me!! he moved away and then he moved back. we are hanging out tomorrow! when he still lived here, i wrote on a peice of paper I love you and he put it in his wallet and he was like i still have it there. i never took it out. good.
i have to go do my hair.
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