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I can pick classes tomorrow.
I need to find out about housing.
Tomorrow I get to see when I start working.
Tomorrow I need to talk about going down to North Carolina. Which was supposed to be today. Which I did do today and was blown off because of it. I wanna go down and see her, and if that means I need to take like four days off work and take a ten hour bus ride, deal. It's a small price to pay to get to see her for a few days. I miss her.
My mom seems to think that I can just put it off for a bit, but plans need to be made and bus tickets need to be bought and they aren't that cheap but the more in advance I do it the cheaper they'll be. She has her own plan and preparations to make and I need to know if I can go.
I've half decided that when I talk to her tomorrow and she dismisses me, and if I talk to her the next day and she does the same, that I'm going to go anyway. Yes means I go. No means I ask again, and no again means have to get over it. The absence of an answer means I go.
Argh, I'm so upset about this. I really want to go and be able to see her again. Telling my mom I might die of sexual frustration probably isn't a good idea either. She doesn't know I'm dating let alone dating a girl I met online. orz
I need to find out about housing.
Tomorrow I get to see when I start working.
Tomorrow I need to talk about going down to North Carolina. Which was supposed to be today. Which I did do today and was blown off because of it. I wanna go down and see her, and if that means I need to take like four days off work and take a ten hour bus ride, deal. It's a small price to pay to get to see her for a few days. I miss her.
My mom seems to think that I can just put it off for a bit, but plans need to be made and bus tickets need to be bought and they aren't that cheap but the more in advance I do it the cheaper they'll be. She has her own plan and preparations to make and I need to know if I can go.
I've half decided that when I talk to her tomorrow and she dismisses me, and if I talk to her the next day and she does the same, that I'm going to go anyway. Yes means I go. No means I ask again, and no again means have to get over it. The absence of an answer means I go.
Argh, I'm so upset about this. I really want to go and be able to see her again. Telling my mom I might die of sexual frustration probably isn't a good idea either. She doesn't know I'm dating let alone dating a girl I met online. orz