picture post of my gf. haha probs seems so creepy but it helped me feel less upset!!!

[xfattyxl]

just because itll cheer me up. only letting friends see this obvs as its private pictures :D

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[ablemagawitch]

Great to see/hear from you, I was afraid you had left Lj and you were always trying to give them strength and hope despite the hell you were within. I admired you ability perverseness to make sure no one left unreplied to or that their posts slipped through the cracks. That takes a lot. Were you on a hiatus or still catching up on back logs or replies you missed? I hope this curiosity didn't cause any issues about the official ceremony and forms.

Me, I'm living in fear of how bad our country is being run/shutdown. The pot is about to boil over and can't take much more. I so wish I could get citizenship over there with you. I loose my last few anchors but would prolly gain a better support. Its been about a year with a new therapist which hasn't been getting paid and is like $4,000.00 dollars owed but is not willing to give up or abandon me, between him and the pharmacist who is starting to get burn out which the insurance company is do deliberately since She is an alley and supports/helps the patients and isn't one of their lackeys or a corporate chain that is churning numbers more than service. I will say attempts have dropped but I feel bad about that but hope and decent treatment is a mind fuck to me at this point.

[xfattyxl]

I hope it will work out for you.