So me and becki got sorted. She liked me since the end of college apparently. But shit kinda went down yesterday when I went down hers. On the plus side, I kissed a girl for the first time. Thing is, I actually prefer girls now that happened, much softer skin than lads omg. Anyway, lol... Beck likes her beer and drinks about 3 nights a week. As soon as she started drinking though she got a bit loud mouth and rude. Oh and kept shooving the beer can in my face trying to get me to drink some even though iv told her I don't drink. It kinda scared me tbf cause of my religion I don't find it moral for me to drink and didn't wanna break my precepts (sp?). So I was kinda like I'm fine when her and her lil sis kept askin me even tho I felt like crying and no I don't want you to wait with me for the bus. Ended up crying like a big baby at the bus stop for like 15 mins. So she txt me after to make sure I got home safe and I was just like yeh k. She said what was wrong and I told her. She said she wouldn't do it again. I said I don't like getting upset with her so early into our friendship and she was like nah it'll just get ya down. So forgiven aha.
Scroll 2 hours later and complete sexting until quart to one meaning 5 hours sleep (kept waking up tho :/) woke up today feeling so bloated from wednesdays binge and having this horrible feeling of dread. I just dk what to make of this girl!!! All I know is omg love aha.
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