Cupid With An Eye Patch
The ever popular "get over it", a term, a term that is used for so many things, problems, tiffs, and daily things that can upset you at that time. But, as easy as it is to say, as easy as someone could say "let it go" and continue on with their conversation.
But what about those times where something eats away slowly in the back of your head, when you're alone and you have that quick moment of thought where you take a deep breath and look back and think about what's been on your mind recently, nothing to big, nothing to small, but a issue that can't be pushed away with a fuck you and a giggle.
So, one time, at band camp.. And by bandcamp I mean my house.. I had a grand gathering, and a love interest I adored more than you could ever know. But as the night progressed... Something went horridly wrong! Wild monsters attacked! And by monsters I mean drama. I lost my love to a jealous conclusion.. She was jealous of a friend of mine, and convinced something was going on between us. Even though my friend has a boyfriend and I wouldnt dream of doing anything with her while she has a relationship.
So I awoke the next morning and realized my interest wasnt there.. Not that I remember anything that night but I was filled in. I had to text to find out but she had left, she left because of what I was told her being jealous and now hating me with a passion. Now see, alot of people could be palms, tears, and shitty CD's with this but I keep a spring in my step and a smile in my walk, it's just my jive, the hat and the caffine keep me goin' in ways you'll have to find out for yourself. I just wish one small, thing, it's nothing to much I think, it's the small fact that.. I tried to talk but I got stood up. So I realized the thing I wanted was a Valentine. I've never had a valentine and I was giddy as a school boy for it this year. But, 07' is probally going to be a few drinks and a cigarette. Because we alllllll know that when you get down on a shitty holiday, there's always the one turn around a saying of "fuck" and a small drink. Ciao Cupid, thanks for playing, but the answer we were looking for was happy ending... Bow chicka bow wow!
Next I have to say, I might have a job at a theatre downtown. I was refured by a friend of my mom's at Nike HQ. In Portland. The theatre is downtown and pays 25k a year with plenty of benifits. Health, Retirment, Vacation, ect. I would love to do this job and keep shows going lively. Other than that I also have a refural to New Seasons Market. Which if anyone hasnt been to one of those, please, please, and I mean please, treat yourself to a day. Omg, it's amazing.. if I worked there i'd take my lunch break by storm with sushi that comes with a warning label of "orgasmic" on the side.
I ate some yesterday and I think I might have to go back and play some Barry White before I eat it next time.♥
So, in conclusion, I must say i've had some amazing times at the moment, and an even better "your team" games. Which btw, Eric, if you're reading.. Al Roker BEFORE he lost the weight your team.. AND! Lumburg from Offic Space on your team.
I can't wait for this weekend for who knows what suprises shall be in store for this boy, and not to mention im still waiting for All Shall Perish to come back up, if any upcoming shows come up here, let this boy know.. He needs a mosh mosh fix♥
Im off to coffee for the 3 time in two days with now my Mom.
Ciao darlings.
