Alot of thinking...

[xfatally__yours]

Ive been thinking alot lately.
Im tired of telling myself things that arnt true.
believing things that arnt true.
its so unfair to me.
I made a list of things i want in my life
and a list of things i dont want.
It was a pretty good list.

I just came home from Jay's.
And i noticed alot of things about him.
Its all too confusing for me to explain but o well.

It was my birthday last saturday.
Which sucks.

Sam if your reading this.
Sorry i didnt email you... i know i should have.
I am truly sorry.
Can we hang out this week?
ASAP.
coz i really want to hang out with you and hopefully get to know you better.

To evreyone else.
Life has been shitty as always.
Alamar and grams dont seem to be changing a bit.
they just keep bitching evreyday like always.
I hate writing in this dreadful thing... that no one seems to read.. but o well its seems to be the only thing i got these days to actually take out my emotions on.

Well i will write later tommorrow.
when i have something more useful to write about it.
to the rest of you... sweet dreams with the angels.
<3