hey.......
Well, boy have they changed lj since ive last posted. Well im out of basic. Im a true infantryman now...hardly. Any hoo. Nothing has really changed. Im just chillin with my boy bayless, kid from basic, in our own little room. I got a cd player and a bed. So thats all i really need. Heather came down after graduation and well i can honestly say that seeing her was one of the best feelings ive felt in a long time. I had butterflys like no other. Its funny Im mentally prepared to go to war and what not but i wasnt even close to being prepared to see her. I mean i was so nervous. And god was she beautiful. I mean she looked like a freakin angel. We hung out all that weekend and out good bye was ruined by a snobby security guard that wouldent let them drive in to drop me off. Im in airborne right now and well it seems like its going to be easy, but who knows. All i do know is that i should be home around the 15-17 of december. So and and i shoulkd be coming back to thes hell known as a state around the 3rd of jan. So i got some time to make up for timed miss. There are a few people that i have to see and hug when i get back. I know that came out gay as hell but i mean some of you guys i miss like crazzy. God its going to be great to hold and fall asleep with heather again. And shows...there better be some freaking shows when i come back. But i hope life is going well for everyone. I hear a lot of shit and well its making me pretty pissed. I feel sort of guilty that i left. It seems that my little life as i know it kinda went to the shitter. But what ive learned down here is not to worry about those things but to worry about the things that matter. Like family, friends, and well you know. Shit well i guess MPB came out with a new cd Merciless and well that turned out pretty well i enjoy it. Umm well....i dunno. All i do know is that i miss heather like crazzy and her family. And i miss my folks and my sis. It seems like they have sort of changed or possibly ive just grown up. And well i have grown up. Im not sure if heather noticed it but i have. It sucks growing up, i never really wanted to but i guess we all have to sooner or later. I really dont know what to write about. I miss all of you guys and well i better see you guys at least once during my stay up there. Theres so many things i want to do when i get up there. hopefully we'll have some snow...sleep, sleeping would be great. Well i guess thats it, give me a call or whatever.
love you guys
xo
heather, thank you you are such a beautiful perosn and i look foward to the day i slide a ring on your finger and say i do....or however that works. I pormise i will love you forever, no matter what happens between us. Im yours forever.
love you guys
xo
heather, thank you you are such a beautiful perosn and i look foward to the day i slide a ring on your finger and say i do....or however that works. I pormise i will love you forever, no matter what happens between us. Im yours forever.