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good couple of days. ordered my airsoft shit. Playing today. Going Camping with eddie and kyle hopefully soon. If they dotn want to go im going by myself. School is going well. Heather is going to go down to P-town with her mom ans sis. gonna miss her a lot. I think she is going to hang out with Kyle tuesday..and its not the cool kyle..no offense. Usually this would bother me. But i really want her to hang out with her old friends ie. jared kyle aaron and what not. I know she misses these individuals alot and misses thier friendship..dont know wh honestly but i just want her to be happy so if im the excuss (sp) of why they dont hang out..well then thats bullshit. If i can hang out with my friends she can do the same.
besides that, theres only 151 days until i ship out. I knwo to soem thats a huge numbers of days but its seems only a weekend away. Im going to miss friends, my family and especially heather. So from now on i want to spend it with the ones i love. So if some of you guys get som dumb as emo message on your phones about me missing you guys and wanting to hang out well im sorry. I wanna do what i used to and just chill. I atleast wanna han gout a day with all of my friends i mean. I probably wont see you guys for almost 2 years or what not, from basic then air borne then Pre RIP then ranger school thats a good year and a half then i probably be shipped out to war or on some stupid base. I love you all. And for the lucky few i love you guys soo much.
To heather, these 151 days i hope be the best 151 days of my life. Even when were not together i will be thinking of you. and when we are together i will be thinking that it will never end. (if that made any sence)...any hoo. I love you sweetheart and nothing will change that, not war not a year apart, nothing. I just hope you feel the same. I cant comprehend a life or future without you. so no worries ill be back and forever yours.
wow that was wicked emo and shit...i need to blow up or shoot something...
xoxo
besides that, theres only 151 days until i ship out. I knwo to soem thats a huge numbers of days but its seems only a weekend away. Im going to miss friends, my family and especially heather. So from now on i want to spend it with the ones i love. So if some of you guys get som dumb as emo message on your phones about me missing you guys and wanting to hang out well im sorry. I wanna do what i used to and just chill. I atleast wanna han gout a day with all of my friends i mean. I probably wont see you guys for almost 2 years or what not, from basic then air borne then Pre RIP then ranger school thats a good year and a half then i probably be shipped out to war or on some stupid base. I love you all. And for the lucky few i love you guys soo much.
To heather, these 151 days i hope be the best 151 days of my life. Even when were not together i will be thinking of you. and when we are together i will be thinking that it will never end. (if that made any sence)...any hoo. I love you sweetheart and nothing will change that, not war not a year apart, nothing. I just hope you feel the same. I cant comprehend a life or future without you. so no worries ill be back and forever yours.
wow that was wicked emo and shit...i need to blow up or shoot something...
xoxo