May 08, 2005 02:01
bad habits need company. I will no longer surround myself with so much negativity. As a "christian" I need to start setting myself apart from the majority of people. I'm not saying that anyone's bad, but I know a lot of non-christians who are better people than christians that I know. I don't see why anybody would want to have a relationship with God, if they don't see it making a difference in anyone's life. I need to put all of the love in my heart, into something positive. I need to be more open and upfront with people.
I made it to sfield tonight and saw the lori ann crew (merch girls and all). It was really really nice to see all of those faces again. I love choco bob, chase, cj, christy, scotty, katie, and jarod for real. katie gave me my b-day present early, and it's the most amazing thing anyone's ever given me. she drew me a story book/b-day card, which I will keep forever. I don't know how I can possibly depressed, when I think about that. I love to hardcore dance so much, and I really felt like tonight, there was nothing to be ashamed of. No part of me, no secrets, no baggage... just PJ Famicom.
I miss you a lot, and I pray that you're still the same person that I used to know. My pockets are lonely.