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la de da.. humm therapists (sp?) are so fuckin fun. hahahahahaha. im in sucha weird mood like wooha. damn i duno if anyone else has thought about this... but like soon im gunna be going to college and leaving everyone i know here and maybe never see some people again.. i mean i know i will see my close friends but there are so many people that are cool as shyt and i think about my life in like 10 years.. ill never speak to some people again.. thats how its gunna be like with everyone and thats scary as shit... highschool really is getting you ready for real life because this isnt real.. this is just growing up and im now finally realizing that and its scaring the shit outta me lol. damn i gotta stop thinking about life haha.
Hummm so i decided that im not getting married.. its so overrated haha.. nah i just dont want to end up like my parents because that would suck... so maybe ill just work a lot and life a great life once i become a millionare.. haha yeah okay. keep dreaming lindsayyy
i think im really lucky to have zack. sometimes he makes me feel like shit but ya know thats how life goes.. but i think hes one of the best things that has happened to me. like.. hes so much different that any other guy i have met and when im with him its just like.. perfect.. i just wanna stop time and stay there forever, even though i cant haha. i should shut up now haha.