38 weeks is even longer..
sorry to anyone that actually reads this, there will probably be many gramatical errors and no capitalization.
i feel like ive changed so much since my last post. before my only friends were the nerds and katie, now i hang with the frat boys, randall, missy, and nicholas. then, i had some idea what i was going to do with my life. now, i dont know what the fuck im doing after christmas. i hate how i still have to sorta put up a front with my friends, only because boys dont like to deal with girl angst. i feel like i never really get to speak my mind anymore. im usually listening to people vent, giving them advice, or talking shit. im not quite sure of where i stand with my friends half the time. with like my boys i know that billy and tony are the leaders, shawn is the drunk....well all of them are the drunks, dan is the gaybie, but like i dont know if im just like a mom to them or if im just this chill as shit girl that hangs with them too. and i feel like with my friends from home, im the one that got away. one of the few that arent pregnant. as horrible as it sounds, im glad that im not stuck like them. i cant imagine being 19 and in ellicott city with a kid. i have no idea how mary is doing it at 17, especially after a bunch of people have turned against her since it happened.
idk...thats my venting for a while.
i feel like ive changed so much since my last post. before my only friends were the nerds and katie, now i hang with the frat boys, randall, missy, and nicholas. then, i had some idea what i was going to do with my life. now, i dont know what the fuck im doing after christmas. i hate how i still have to sorta put up a front with my friends, only because boys dont like to deal with girl angst. i feel like i never really get to speak my mind anymore. im usually listening to people vent, giving them advice, or talking shit. im not quite sure of where i stand with my friends half the time. with like my boys i know that billy and tony are the leaders, shawn is the drunk....well all of them are the drunks, dan is the gaybie, but like i dont know if im just like a mom to them or if im just this chill as shit girl that hangs with them too. and i feel like with my friends from home, im the one that got away. one of the few that arent pregnant. as horrible as it sounds, im glad that im not stuck like them. i cant imagine being 19 and in ellicott city with a kid. i have no idea how mary is doing it at 17, especially after a bunch of people have turned against her since it happened.
idk...thats my venting for a while.