Feb 04, 2005 12:50
I'M VERY SCARED THAT I'M GOING TO LOOSE THE BEST THING I'VE EVER HAD ALL BECAUSE I'M STUPID
me and will almost broke up last night and now i'm scared he might brake up with me he says he doesn't want to and isn't thinking about it but i'm terrified. i love him so much and i just feel so stupid about what i did and what i said if i loose him it will make it so i loose myself. hopefully i can see him for an hour today cuz if i don't i won't see him all weekend and i really need to talk to him but if i don't see him it will sucks i just really need to talk to him. well last friday me, will, vince, and kyle almost got arrested because louie and chris are dumb plus we had all these counts on us thank bob that the cop wasn't a huge dick. school sucks and i hate it! i don't wanna go any more. i've been stressed out and i miss will more and more each day i get to see him now about 3 times a week which sucks cuz i'm used to seeing everyday. he said in the past few weeks that he has wanted to stay with me for such a long time and now i'm scared he doens't want to anymore. i'm just so upset and so confused i really honestly don't know what to do. maybe i shoudn't sweat it but i can't. well thats all for about now. he ashley! will's sneezing on the marshmallows lol!!
bye byes!
Love-Gabby
p.s. will if you read this i'm so sorry i love you with all my heart!