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[xfallingxstarrx]

well im grounded untill sunday so i cannot go to the lamb of god show .. and i cannot hang out with anyone ..and we dont have school on thursday and i usually stay over haleys when we don thave skool but i guess im stayin hoem while my boyfreind and bestfreind get to have fun .. i cant wait to be 18 its almost here and i just cant stand high skool life anymore i hate STUPID COHOES HIGH SCHOOL and the ppl in it .. jerilynn is getting other ppl after me and haley and we dont no what to do .. i think we should just kick sumone ass but o well .. her and danielle are really not worth it .. let them go suck some cock and let them be happy .. that chick is such a poser she really is .. but i dont care cuz i dont have to deal with her skanky ass..well i walked him with chris and haley and gerad and adam yesterday .. i think he really likes me but i really love chris at the moment and i really wanna spend the rest of my life with him currently .. hes so prefect and we have so much in common .. i love being in his arms hes so sexy ( i miss him) i havent been with him since saturday ..like i see him everyday but im grounded so we cant be aloen with each other which sucks .. well im guna calll my freinds from mass ..

CALL ME OR SUMTHIN IM SO BORED CUZ IM FUCKIN GROUNDED

when does the lies begin and when do they stop,
when does the sun fade and drop.
Afriad of what is unknown to scared of what is shown.
THe mirror image has changed but the pain has remained.
this razor my wrist your thoughts i wish.
Its dark i no, its cold i grow ,these feelings arent ment for show.
My scars are coverd in gold, permenat shards that were sold.
My body
your temple
my heart
your soul
catch me on a off day and you will see the pain never goes away.
no tears no fears no more nightmares close your eyes its scheme its all one really big dream.

I love you so much chris J claflin

- alic