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well i didn't go to school today-i didn't feel like it,plus i didn't want to be in art-i hate the stupid project that we are working on right now
...Caleb Gentle called me today-which was compleltly out of the blue and just totally awesome. me and him had a wonderful conversation i miss him a lot...at salem he was my closest guy friend that i had, hopefully me and him will be able to hang out sometime in december....he's a really really great friend.
I've watched tv like all day long-well i slept until like 11.
My samantha is in alabama..i hope that she doesn't get sick this time
oh yeah-chris wilson and me talked yesterday again-w00t that was great. I <3 him he's so cool, and actually listens to me and understands things.
Anyways Jose told me last night that i made big stupid mistakes in the relationship with him...which is so much crap..because i have never cheeted on him, i have never even liked another guy...and all this stuff. and i told him that i'm not a perfect person and yes i made mistakes but i learned from each and every mistake that i made, and i learned a little bit more about love and how to love...
and he tried to tell me that we could have a perfect relationship
and i told him that we couldn't, everyone fights and everyone makes mistakes ... its what you do with the mistakes that shows who you are...and yeah he just needs to realize that i'm not a perfect person. and that i do love him unconditionally, and even though we arn't together right now i still love him..and hope that me and him do go back out, but he can't exspect me to be a perfect person and always do everything exactly right...because thats not even human...i'm not perfect..i'm not an angel....but i am a princess:)
anyways i'd better go...
i'm going to tennessee tomorrow-i get to drive-woot
i'm gunna miss yall that i've talked to
but wednesday i get ungrounded
w000t
im outta here
<3martha
...Caleb Gentle called me today-which was compleltly out of the blue and just totally awesome. me and him had a wonderful conversation i miss him a lot...at salem he was my closest guy friend that i had, hopefully me and him will be able to hang out sometime in december....he's a really really great friend.
I've watched tv like all day long-well i slept until like 11.
My samantha is in alabama..i hope that she doesn't get sick this time
oh yeah-chris wilson and me talked yesterday again-w00t that was great. I <3 him he's so cool, and actually listens to me and understands things.
Anyways Jose told me last night that i made big stupid mistakes in the relationship with him...which is so much crap..because i have never cheeted on him, i have never even liked another guy...and all this stuff. and i told him that i'm not a perfect person and yes i made mistakes but i learned from each and every mistake that i made, and i learned a little bit more about love and how to love...
and he tried to tell me that we could have a perfect relationship
and i told him that we couldn't, everyone fights and everyone makes mistakes ... its what you do with the mistakes that shows who you are...and yeah he just needs to realize that i'm not a perfect person. and that i do love him unconditionally, and even though we arn't together right now i still love him..and hope that me and him do go back out, but he can't exspect me to be a perfect person and always do everything exactly right...because thats not even human...i'm not perfect..i'm not an angel....but i am a princess:)
anyways i'd better go...
i'm going to tennessee tomorrow-i get to drive-woot
i'm gunna miss yall that i've talked to
but wednesday i get ungrounded
w000t
im outta here
<3martha