Dec 30, 2004 09:10
Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road. Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go. So make the best of this test, and don't ask why. It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time. It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right. I hope you had the time of your life.
So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind. Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time. Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial. For what it's worth, it was worth all the while. It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right. I hope you had the time of your life.
I can't believe that in Two Days its gunna be January 1. New years is my favorite time of the year, not only because i always spend it with my samantha, but also because its a new year, a new start....i love the word new, it gives you a chance to start completly over (for the most part). Gah this year was sooo hectic. First i went out with Josh Keranovic. I'll keep my comments to myself about that relationship (haha u kno i love you josh). then there was jose...march 21,2004. i don't even feel like going into details about this relationship, i don't feel like talking abotu it much. I learned so much from it though, i don't want to live with regrets...just take the lessons that come out of each situation. So This new years i'm looking foward to better then anyother one that has come about, its like all the other yeras i've been completly blind to whats going on the world..and now its like my eyes are open, and they want sooo badly to shut again. I've become more aware of life, and i would in a heartbeat be 7 years old again. i hate growing up its the worst thing ever. and to think....that in a few years i'm going to be introduced to another part of life...and my eyes are going to open up a little bit more, i'm scared for my future, i don't know what i'm going to end up doing i want to be so manythings, and do so manythings, and help so many people. life is to short...so this year i'm making it my goal to have fun, to live life, to smile, to help, to learn, to encourage, to be.
Happy new years everyone
i hope its a good one
<3Martha