Dec 02, 2004 00:10
Gah its been such a stressful and eventful past like 72 hours. Jose has a new girlfriend, and he's living wither ..and we've been broke up for a week and 2 days now. i feel so hurt by him. betrayed and lied to also. and ihave to see them together and that sucks really badly. i havn't eaten alot in the past while...i just can't i've tried and i can't...i only weigh 102 right now...not good.
i do know though that i want to move on, and that i will be okay...and that eventually it won't hurt anymore. he's shown me that he's not at all who i thought he was...and that hurts, but it'll be cool
sam is grounded which is bad cause she is never grounded shes a good kid.
me and my anfl are so cool we are going running tomorrow
i have amazing friends that are helping me through things right now. <3 u know who yall are<3
i'm gunna go now i am swamped with homework. its like 12:17 in the mornin
<3_magical martha_<3