coffee and some weird special tea stuff
YUM. Katherine came to my house today with Dusty and we decided we'd go to Perkins and get a bottomless pot of coffee. she had some weird tea eggnog tasting stuff, we mixed it in with the coffee. So good.
Its what I needed. Im so sick of feeling left out. I think after all is said and done.. Katherine and Dusty, are the kids Im going to miss most. I've met Dusty before but never really talked today we all had so much fun... We saw a Nathan kid there, he's 17 and already owns his own business.. Its insane. I want to be that intune to what I want/need to do be successful.
I was reading AP today, and it's odd, they answered the same question I wanted answered. I want to be a band manager.. or a producer. it's just something I really want to do.
I dont know, maybe the options will open up when I get to florida. who knows? I dont know.
Every Sunday is now bottomless pot of coffee night, yes.
So I've realized that it's totally okay to miss Tyler. I just cant let it rule my life.. I know that his band is more important to him than anything. even me.
The last thing I want to do is keep him from doing something amazing, so I think that it's best that I just stop hoping and when I get back from florida... we'll decide then
Im not even sure I should let him know when Im leaving. I mean Im sure because I told him 2 weeks ago at the begining of my countdown, he could totally figure it out on his own, but whatever, if he really wants to, that's on him. Im just done trying... Everyone tells me Im stupid.
Im stupid for still liking him... Im stupid because he's a "jerk" no, he's not, he just doesnt like drugged out whores.. and frankly, I didnt see it before, I was so stupid. I dont need them anyways...
Im so sick of trying to prove myself to everyone here. I cant do it so thats another thing Im going to give up on.
This is all totally cool with me, I have not really talked to anyone at all so I figure Katherine, Dusty, and a few others, are the ones who really matter... hm.
I've been listening to the freshmen by verve pipe.- - - - - - -I forgot how much I love this song, and how Justine and I used to walk down the halls singing this song.
But Justine has Shawn, she always has.. Its just never been this into it.. now it is, and once again, Anne is left alone..
Everyone is making plans to go to prom and me, Im making plans to go to see Action Action...
I think that if someone worth it would actually ask me to prom I'd go, but I highly doubt it.. I dont know.. no one will so lets leave it at that. Im going to have an amazing time seeing Action Action - Midtown - Plain White T's - and Gatsby's American Dream.
heck yes.
I think That Im actually tired, after 4 cups of coffee.. why doesn caffeen have a reverse effect on me?
hm.
♥
Its what I needed. Im so sick of feeling left out. I think after all is said and done.. Katherine and Dusty, are the kids Im going to miss most. I've met Dusty before but never really talked today we all had so much fun... We saw a Nathan kid there, he's 17 and already owns his own business.. Its insane. I want to be that intune to what I want/need to do be successful.
I was reading AP today, and it's odd, they answered the same question I wanted answered. I want to be a band manager.. or a producer. it's just something I really want to do.
I dont know, maybe the options will open up when I get to florida. who knows? I dont know.
Every Sunday is now bottomless pot of coffee night, yes.
So I've realized that it's totally okay to miss Tyler. I just cant let it rule my life.. I know that his band is more important to him than anything. even me.
The last thing I want to do is keep him from doing something amazing, so I think that it's best that I just stop hoping and when I get back from florida... we'll decide then
Im not even sure I should let him know when Im leaving. I mean Im sure because I told him 2 weeks ago at the begining of my countdown, he could totally figure it out on his own, but whatever, if he really wants to, that's on him. Im just done trying... Everyone tells me Im stupid.
Im stupid for still liking him... Im stupid because he's a "jerk" no, he's not, he just doesnt like drugged out whores.. and frankly, I didnt see it before, I was so stupid. I dont need them anyways...
Im so sick of trying to prove myself to everyone here. I cant do it so thats another thing Im going to give up on.
This is all totally cool with me, I have not really talked to anyone at all so I figure Katherine, Dusty, and a few others, are the ones who really matter... hm.
I've been listening to the freshmen by verve pipe.- - - - - - -I forgot how much I love this song, and how Justine and I used to walk down the halls singing this song.
But Justine has Shawn, she always has.. Its just never been this into it.. now it is, and once again, Anne is left alone..
Everyone is making plans to go to prom and me, Im making plans to go to see Action Action...
I think that if someone worth it would actually ask me to prom I'd go, but I highly doubt it.. I dont know.. no one will so lets leave it at that. Im going to have an amazing time seeing Action Action - Midtown - Plain White T's - and Gatsby's American Dream.
heck yes.
I think That Im actually tired, after 4 cups of coffee.. why doesn caffeen have a reverse effect on me?
hm.
♥