The curve of your body, how I want it with me
Every thing I do, it's done for someone else.
My mom, brothers, sister, family, friends.
Never for Ashley.
I've never done anything just for me.
I think I'm going to change that.
After I'm 18.
A one way ticket to a wonderful place.
An attempt to escape reality.
To run away sort of.
At least for a while.
*happy moment*
My birthday is in one month and one day!
I hate how it's on a monday this year.
I'm getting pretty piercings.
And I won't be trick or treating.
I'll be in Detroit seeing
Fear Before The March Of Flames<3
Things got so messed up this week.
Not knowing who I can trust.
If anyone.
I've told myself before, I'll just stop talking to people.
That'll make disappointment easier.
But it's not that simple.
Not when there are people that claim to be my friends.
When I'm sad, I shut people out.
I've been doing that a lot lately.
You may not notice, because I'll continue to talk to you.
But not about anything really important.
Important to me anyways.
In the back of my mind, it's still a hope.
Something I pray for.
But truth be told.
I know it isn't going to happen.
Hoping never hurt anyone right........wrong.
I wish.
I wish..
I wish...
I wish.
I wish.
I can't even begin to explain it to you.
If I did, would you care?
Doubtful
My mom, brothers, sister, family, friends.
Never for Ashley.
I've never done anything just for me.
I think I'm going to change that.
After I'm 18.
A one way ticket to a wonderful place.
An attempt to escape reality.
To run away sort of.
At least for a while.
*happy moment*
My birthday is in one month and one day!
I hate how it's on a monday this year.
I'm getting pretty piercings.
And I won't be trick or treating.
I'll be in Detroit seeing
Fear Before The March Of Flames<3
Things got so messed up this week.
Not knowing who I can trust.
If anyone.
I've told myself before, I'll just stop talking to people.
That'll make disappointment easier.
But it's not that simple.
Not when there are people that claim to be my friends.
When I'm sad, I shut people out.
I've been doing that a lot lately.
You may not notice, because I'll continue to talk to you.
But not about anything really important.
Important to me anyways.
In the back of my mind, it's still a hope.
Something I pray for.
But truth be told.
I know it isn't going to happen.
Hoping never hurt anyone right........wrong.
I wish.
I wish..
I wish...
I wish.
I wish.
I can't even begin to explain it to you.
If I did, would you care?
Doubtful