thinking in the mornin
yea its been good lately.. actually great, but parts of me miss being depressed and angry.. i have no reasons other than the past.. i cant even come up with dark poetry anymore, the only thing tears can fall for is what ive lost... ive lost everything and anything that has ever been close to me, every best friend i ever had is no more.. im scared the new ppl wont be any different, i guess there arent any connections with ppl... i just dont connect! life is just for funn rite now, i feel like all that ppl tell me are lies, and im ok with it, but i hate seeing happy best friends who have loads of memories together.. all mine are sad cuz i want it back! ill heart my bffs forever! i guess im jealous... well i think i have 2 best friends but i rarely see them since they both go to different schools.. i hate this part of my life