at home...
well this is y i dont like being at home anymore.. me and my mother can never get along.. well i cleaned the house today like she asked but then she gets mad cuz she didnt want me to CLEAN it.. aparently she just wanted me to vacuum.. ugghhh... she cant even appreciate it she has to yell at me cuz shes in this ridiculus fight with my dad.. fuk it really.. yea well iv been very pissy the past 2 days cuz my neck hurts like a bitch.. so iv been catching up on my hygene.. i finally did my nails so they actually look nice, oh and i watched the godfather trilogy... finally.. its very inspiring.. took forever tho.. actually 2 days.. but yea.. im so mad at myself cuz im so damn lazy but im too lazy to do anything about it...
no reason to be sad, i just am, maybe its just the lack of anything interesting...
the last person i talked to was ali.. she called drunk saying she was leaving the next day.. but before that no one.. hmmm im less and less angry by the day.. i just lost it all.. except one thing that keeps popping in my head.. 2 ppl that i just really hate soo much and the thought makes my heart beat faster.. ugghhh they make me scream.. i lose my mind when i think of them.. i cant believe i cracked on stage.. i never wanted anyone to see me like that... weak.. but that will never happen again.. i never wanted to scare anyone.. not anymore.
no reason to be sad, i just am, maybe its just the lack of anything interesting...
the last person i talked to was ali.. she called drunk saying she was leaving the next day.. but before that no one.. hmmm im less and less angry by the day.. i just lost it all.. except one thing that keeps popping in my head.. 2 ppl that i just really hate soo much and the thought makes my heart beat faster.. ugghhh they make me scream.. i lose my mind when i think of them.. i cant believe i cracked on stage.. i never wanted anyone to see me like that... weak.. but that will never happen again.. i never wanted to scare anyone.. not anymore.