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Sep 10, 2007 01:16

shit what a week can do to my life.

first of all. kevin and i broke up. hes a dick. i fucking hate him because i love him and he doesnt love me. whatever, im not over it but i will be.

chris and i are OFFICALLY never speaking again, which is FINE by me..

and eddie and i are talking again. i know huh, wtf.. idk.. i missed him.. but since falling for kevin, i see now that im really over it..

we broke up on friday. today is sunday. he texted me like 3 hours ago and was like, hey howre you. and im like, um fine what the fuck do you want... gahh.. i wish he would just come over and take it all back.. but he wont.. at least i know im still on his mind..

i wanna go see a doctor tomorrow.. somethings not right with me.. idk what it is.. des thinks im pregnant.. HOW IRONIC WOULD THAT BE.. alright not gonna lie thats hella fucked up what i just said, but its truely ironic.. im not though, well i mean i could be.. fuck drunk sex with your boyfriend whos not really your boyfriend who you love but doesnt love you back.. son of a bitch im so angry/sad/hurt right now.. idk.. fuck it all man, fuck it all..

i wanna go to UCD.. and I wanna live near my grandparents.. and i want everything to be good.. i mean really.. no one in chico would miss me.. no one...
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