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so i talked to eddie for a few hours.. i thought, hey, i really miss him.. but then i decided i really miss just having a boyfriend.. because, kevin texted me a few mins ago.. and all of the cute thoughts i had of eddie soon faded.. i really do love him with all of my heart but i know ill never have him.. so ill work on other guys.. speaking of.. kevin just asked me how i was.. AND we talked last night.. wtf is up with this? fuck buddies dont talk like this.. they also dont make out for hours, and then fall asleep holding each other.. or take showers SOBER together.. i hope this goes somewhere, i like him alot.. but if not, then ill be ok with what were doing..
my grandmas surgery went ok. shes in alot of pain, but at least the cancer is gone. im going to see her tomorrow..
i miss kevin.
my grandmas surgery went ok. shes in alot of pain, but at least the cancer is gone. im going to see her tomorrow..
i miss kevin.