grrrr
today couldnt have gone worse.
i woke up in just a horrible mood.. to, my grandpa and grandma talking shit.. fuck man..
then we went to woodland for nothing.
i came back then went again.. spent all of my money on marys birthday present.. which sucked..
and then i come home to find that our refrigerator broken.. i had to clean the whole thing out and crap..
oh so ok.. i go to cut the grass, and what do i find? my whole car and driveway had been egged.. so i spent three hours cleaning that.. who would do that? i mean, no one hates me HERE. i have no enemies.. it just really broke my heart..
depression has never felt so bad.. i just feel for everyone.. my grandma and her cancer.. my grandpa and his stomach and his depression.. it all just sucks and it hurts me so badly.. theyre scared, im scared.. idk what to do..
at least i have eric.. till death do us part..<3
i woke up in just a horrible mood.. to, my grandpa and grandma talking shit.. fuck man..
then we went to woodland for nothing.
i came back then went again.. spent all of my money on marys birthday present.. which sucked..
and then i come home to find that our refrigerator broken.. i had to clean the whole thing out and crap..
oh so ok.. i go to cut the grass, and what do i find? my whole car and driveway had been egged.. so i spent three hours cleaning that.. who would do that? i mean, no one hates me HERE. i have no enemies.. it just really broke my heart..
depression has never felt so bad.. i just feel for everyone.. my grandma and her cancer.. my grandpa and his stomach and his depression.. it all just sucks and it hurts me so badly.. theyre scared, im scared.. idk what to do..
at least i have eric.. till death do us part..<3