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found ryan on myspace randomly. he has a girlfriend, haha what a dick.
i really wish summer would be over.. so i could go back to school, and see my friends, and be with chris.. well not be with chris.. maybe, fuck idk.. i would like to be with him.. seeing him on saturday brought back all of those feelings ive tried to cover up and forget..
my grandma didnt go in for surgery today.. idk when she is, but it scares me alot.. i see all of these kids and young people who have fought cancer and beat it.. and they look so strong and healthy.. i just dont know if she is, and it scares me..
but i try not to think about it.. me and eric have decided that were only going to talk about it when i need to.. thats why hes my bestfriend..
i really wish summer would be over.. so i could go back to school, and see my friends, and be with chris.. well not be with chris.. maybe, fuck idk.. i would like to be with him.. seeing him on saturday brought back all of those feelings ive tried to cover up and forget..
my grandma didnt go in for surgery today.. idk when she is, but it scares me alot.. i see all of these kids and young people who have fought cancer and beat it.. and they look so strong and healthy.. i just dont know if she is, and it scares me..
but i try not to think about it.. me and eric have decided that were only going to talk about it when i need to.. thats why hes my bestfriend..