arg...

[xfallenangel06x]

i couldnt sleep at all last night.. fucking sucked.. idk if i was just dreaming or if i was actually up the entire night.. im taking drugs tonight, fuck that.. but im like not tired today.. just depressed.. im just counting down the days till me and chris are together again.. it leaves me constantly anxious..

im only $40 in the hole right now! and its eating me alive.. and i still have to pay rent..damn it..

fuck im depressed.