oh boy
chris and i have been on an emotional rollar coaster together.. im so in love with this kid.. he texted me this morning, for the first time since saturday.. he said he was sorry he hurt me.. and ext.. i cant wait for summer to be over, i cant wait to be with him again..
i decided to stop talking to eddie.. go christina! is what i need to hear.. haha eric said that actually. I FUCKING WIN! for the first time in two years! i win! wooo! but yeah, i just like chris so fucking much.. i just dont love eddie anymore, and i cant see myself putting up with his shit..
i miss him so much. hes the boy, everyone else wants, and i had.. and i will have again.. i know he likes me.. he told me he loved me.. so i know he still has feelings for me..
gah fuck summer.. i miss college! i cant believe for the first time in my life i dont want it to be summer.. i finally found a reason, to stay.. even though its a boy, and psychologically thats probably the wrong thing to relay on, but hes amazing.. my rookie<3
i decided to stop talking to eddie.. go christina! is what i need to hear.. haha eric said that actually. I FUCKING WIN! for the first time in two years! i win! wooo! but yeah, i just like chris so fucking much.. i just dont love eddie anymore, and i cant see myself putting up with his shit..
i miss him so much. hes the boy, everyone else wants, and i had.. and i will have again.. i know he likes me.. he told me he loved me.. so i know he still has feelings for me..
gah fuck summer.. i miss college! i cant believe for the first time in my life i dont want it to be summer.. i finally found a reason, to stay.. even though its a boy, and psychologically thats probably the wrong thing to relay on, but hes amazing.. my rookie<3