its only been 4 days
since my last update.. and yet, the world has changed once again.
you know, i dont know what it is about the world that i just cant figure out, thats keeping me from being really happy.. first me and john start hanging out and everything is cool.. im actually starting to like him alot.. when eric, not eric down stairs but the former bass player for Scarlet's Sonata, introduces me to the idea of me and him.. which im not going to lie, would a dream come true.. because come on, its eric.. last night i couldnt stop thinking about him.. i cant wait ill the 18th, when we see each other.. as for john, i really do think he wants to be just friends.. sadly.. but either way, still fucking confused..
wish i knew.
my dads driving here with my sister as we speak. should be cool times to come!
you know, i dont know what it is about the world that i just cant figure out, thats keeping me from being really happy.. first me and john start hanging out and everything is cool.. im actually starting to like him alot.. when eric, not eric down stairs but the former bass player for Scarlet's Sonata, introduces me to the idea of me and him.. which im not going to lie, would a dream come true.. because come on, its eric.. last night i couldnt stop thinking about him.. i cant wait ill the 18th, when we see each other.. as for john, i really do think he wants to be just friends.. sadly.. but either way, still fucking confused..
wish i knew.
my dads driving here with my sister as we speak. should be cool times to come!