hum
i almost screwed myself this weekend.. i had a date with john, then found out tim was coming to chico, and all the while i was talking to eddie.. but i didnt screw myself over, i just screwed everything up.. john hates me, tim didnt come and eddie was too hurt to move from TOC.
johnny said he was coming here tonight so i assume tim is coming too.. i have NO idea why he would come here without tim lol..
this weekend sucked.. except for talking to eddie.. hes in the hospital right now, sadly.. his chest is hurting again, which scares me.. i think we're getting back together soon, i can feel something going on.. that or hooking up again.. i keep telling him i love him and he keeps telling me he wishes i was there.. man idk anymore though.. theres always a reason he cant see me.. either hes sick/broke/sore and now its his chest.. gah
we'll have to see<3
johnny said he was coming here tonight so i assume tim is coming too.. i have NO idea why he would come here without tim lol..
this weekend sucked.. except for talking to eddie.. hes in the hospital right now, sadly.. his chest is hurting again, which scares me.. i think we're getting back together soon, i can feel something going on.. that or hooking up again.. i keep telling him i love him and he keeps telling me he wishes i was there.. man idk anymore though.. theres always a reason he cant see me.. either hes sick/broke/sore and now its his chest.. gah
we'll have to see<3