so long.. and goodnight im tired of these very tears again
so many times i have the same realizations and its usually at this time of year .. i miss the times when there was no drama nothing it was just us all of us having fun now there is who said what when and fucked this one over b/c they spoke to that guy or went to this place when they said they wouldnt with her.. its just to much shit im to tired all the time to do it so for so long i was scared, worried and felt pathetic now i dont .. i was going to smack a man in the head with a hammer last night if he didnt leave .. i cant remember when i felt so care free usually i will way my actions and calm down just bullshiting of how mad i am and what i was going to do .. nope i finaly fixed one of my problems stared it into the face and told it to go to hell or i was going to end its days with a swift blow .. i feel similar about so much else . everyone is welcome in my life phones dont only work if i pick them up it works if they pick it up as well i dont know what else to say besides goodnight to the fall i love you all so much i will wait till we are older to look back and laugh not cry at the dumb shit that happen in these days passing