i feel like a piece of chewed gum someone has stuck to their shoe..
Blah ! i swear to god im getting pathetic i dont even know waht i want to do with myself ever i dont even really wanna go to the morgue anymore and i couldnt wait im finally 18 i should be partying till my limbs fall off but what am i usually doing.. reading, sitting home, walking around sunset with my lack of flow, cleaning my house, doing laundry that seems to dirty itself b/c alls i fucking wear is scrubs like 24/7 and the most fun activity of all ( yeah fucking right ! ) sit at my job and straign my little body to stay awake its so boring and keep from killing patients or co-workers =D.. i need to fucking put a fire cracker up my ass or something angel says im n ot lieki used to be and ya know what he is right I WAS NEVER THIS BORING!!!!!!! and then i get upset lose my mind and black out on him lastnight was wonderful we forgo to pay for our electricity so we come hoem to find no lights or air or anything ( yeay ! nothing like walking into an over with the ever so beautiful stench of damp dog and puppy piss ! ) and i fucking lost it cause i told him the other day we need to pay the bill so i punched the door and kicked a bag of i duno what to let out some aggresion and well i fucked up my hand ( intellegent of me right?.) i need to find a way to fucking relax and deal better angel dosnt deserve alot of the shit i dish out to him... lalala well ima go back to doing some more nothing at work .. yeay !!
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