worst weekend in the world
seriously i feel so fucked .. thursday me ,angel,joey, alicia and lana all went to game works to hangout and wait for pan to get off of work .. it was fun until iget home and find my healthy two days earlier kitten ... all emaciated and barely moving so i picked her up and tried to feed her but she wouldnt eat so we went to the pet E.R down kendall at fucking 1 am to find out she wasnt going to make it .. she he gave her some injections and we also found out she had worms which sucked .. so with all this angel had to go to work at ass 0'clock in the morning and he wouldnt let me go to work .. wait its getting better my phone gets shut off ( yeay ! ...not really ) so i couldnt call work to fucking tell them i was going to be late .. then i find out my bag is in the car that angel has .. so i have no money to take the bus .. so no phone, no money.. im scared shit of whats going to happen when i walk threw the door tomorrow .. i cannot affored to lose my job so i stayed home all day nursing the kitten she seemed a little bit better well come saterday still no phone joey hs to be driven to the airport.. ( what fun ! ) and we cant reach anyone angel is at work and i ..me am here losing my mind very very quickly .. so maggie shows up and we are talking and she wanted me to go with them so we can get angel from work with my bag to try and fix the phone .. so anyways while we are in the car driving the the airport .. my heart broke into a million little peices.. i felt my little kittens life slip away literally i had my hand on her chest inside her towel and i fel her last heart beat and breath .. i started crying but i was trying my best to restrain myself from losing it infront of his brother and aunt ( not a good impresion ) so i covered her more in the blanket and set her on the seat next to me so we can drop joey at the airport he finally was able to get on the plane this time but the flight was delayed ..so we all got back in the cart and we went to sunset to meet up with angel we made it as he was leaving work which was perfect .. so we got something to eat aand said our goodbyes.. and i told angel we need the phone back on for us to get into a major fight in the car and he picked the perfect time when we had to put mini in the dumpster i was really emotional and depressed .. he said sorry and we went inside for us to have another argument 3 hrs later cause of stupid shit i started .. but whatever im depressed still and tomorrow is getting closer .. im so scared of what his mother and ruth are going to say and do .. i want to go hide preferably in his arms under the covers of our bed .. im gonna go i need to clean my house something terrible