its always raining...
last night was one of the more heartbreaking nights ive felt in a while .. i didnt know what to do besides cry with him and hold him close to me .. we received some very horrible news .. a very old friend of his died of an overdose a few days ago.. i feel horrible when things like this happen he always feels that he is the one at fault .. i havnt slept yet and im waiting for him to wake up or something to bring me to work .. i really dont want to go he needs me but i cant be by his side he wants me to go to work and what made things even worse lastnight was the cuntragbitch called to tell him which made us get into an argument before he brokedown so it didnt help on how shit is.. if there was something i could just do to make everything better i would but as usual i cant i end up making them worse in my own little special ways .. my poor angel .. i never seen him cry the way he did last night it broke my heart knowing as much as i triedi wasnt comforting him he wouldnt even look at me i was holding his back .. alls i could do is reasure him that im here and i love him .. i dont know how im going to make it threw today im already falling asleep as i sit here typing
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