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[xfallen_star]

Dear God
Why did you let me believe him when he said he was in love with me.
Why did you make me think that when you were going to take him away so soon.
Why did you make him be so mean to me.
Why did you let him fall in love with someone else.
Why didn't you make me forget him like he forgot me.
Why did you let me cry all those nights.
Why didn't you give me any faith of being okay?
Why did you let him leave God.
How can you let someone abandon me like that?
Why did you let me think everything would go back to normal for the past 3 weeks?
Why dont you give me strength not to talk to him.
Why .
Why did you make him leave me when I was so happy.
You've never seen me that happy before God why did you make it go away
Why does he say sorry so much God, why do you let me believe he's sorry when hes not.
Im never falling in love again God.
I promise if you get me over him
I wont ever fall in love again
I promise.
Please just make me forget the memories, please.
Please please please please fuckng please

fuck it im crying.

fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you
i fucking hate you