Apr 22, 2006 21:10
im here at emilys. lately she seems to be the only one who cares about me. yeah... ive been spending a lot of time with her lately...cause everyone is ignoring me. plus my mom is imprisoning me in my OWN house. i couldnt go to jacobs birthday party...im not too sure i wanted to go...not after this past week...hes pushing me away...and i think it has something to do with sam. i know...ive turned into a sl.ut. ive changed. i dont know what to do anymore. im falling apart. i want things to be the way they were before. when things were hott...and livable. GRR...
<> oh...and jacob, i told kirstin that u wouldnt call...psh...u never do....
happy birthday kiddo....hope ur party was GREAT!! woot.
<3 the once happy gretchen marie